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am getting really jaded by all this studying. and the worst part is i know that i'm not ready, then again who ever is ready for an arts exam? but i am SO not even ready to pass. and yet i still spent last night having heart-to-heart-talks with my dearest nabbit and my morning indulging in beautiful websites of weddings and season 3 of gossip girl <3>
on the bright side, this studying period brought about joy (: joy in the form of starbucks and studybuddies <3 and that's what i'll remember when all the exam hoo-ha is over, not the exam questions, the "crap i didn't study that", the freezing MPSHs, the cheatsheets and the anxiousness.
and some people might write off gossip girl as a teeny drama, but it speaks to me. (: not the sheer decadence or their opulent lifestyles, but in the little acts of love. and i hope in 30 years, i'll still feel the way i do now about love and soulmates and not be jaded, like the way i am about my studies. (:
blair: how can you be so sure?
chuck: because you believe in me. and some last random snippets:
1. the name chuck is really growing on me (:
2. i've been having weird dreams, maybe i should just blog out every weird dream i have, and psychoanalyze my dreams when exams are over and done with.
today's dream scenario:
"me and H are leads in a school musical (: he falls off the stage during his rehearsal and i forget all my lines and proceed to get scolded by the musical director."